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EEEC. without music.
my grades really suck. T.T i was once happy about passing bio but now.. ): okay i can't be so mean to myself.. everything improved already except math.. at least i improved? i don't know ): alright i'm freaking worried about A levels and all i can do now is continue mugging. i've been trying really hard to enlighten myself everyday.. but i don't feel much smarter.>< i need a miracle or something. D: nvm. just mug and hope that everything will pay off ):

it's exactly one month to As..><

went to school today to mug at around 10am. did the A level 09 chem papers1&2. omg i couldn't do paper1 properly shit. D: paper2 was still okay i finished it in 2hours including stoning within that 2hours:O i think it's because the paper didn't have the planning component =.= argh unfair why must they make our batch do planning in paper2.D: bio also like this. our batch has been the guineapig batch for many things already.D:

anw joanne came about 10min after i did haha and sarah was still at home TSK.xP lol. mugged at some B block classroom next to the 3rd floor consult area. was glad that it was open:D there was aircon haha. the controller was like super high on top of the windows wts. I COULD REACH IT K. :P haha.. so yea anw as i said i did chem papers. then did math till about 6plus and headed home:/ brain dead and i kept stoning already so i decided not to stay late.. yea._. oh. apparently results are out on isp already. shall look at it once and not anymore. demoralizing shit.


friday..
went to school later than usual cos it was econs in the morning.. stayed at class bench doing math._. keejia n shiing were there too. then more classmates came.. finished the rj paper1 then went to throw hoops for a while with kaeyuan brandon wq. haha. i miss bballing happily and not bballing for venting frustrations and all.D: same goes to music. i miss music being a source of relaxation from all the stress but now it's giving me the stress.): sigh. maybe i shouldn't take a music career in life after all.. i'd prefer it as something that i can turn to when i'm stressed instead of something that gives stress..

anw. had bio returning and going through of paper3 and paper2's last part. i passed bio. haha.. okay if i blogged about this yesterday i would've typed that in a happier tone and all but..=.= nevermind. randomly met ms sun in the canteen and she told me she was happy that i improved and told me to continue to work hard. >< yeah.. hm then was application syllabus revision. lol. nth much to say ba.. the hc bio dept is just super awesome. u've to experience it to understand.

went looking for bio teachers asking for marks after school. haha epic. they became celebrities with a queue for their autograph or something. and the staff room became safety grounds for them.xD hm. got half a mark that i deserved. haha. i need half more mark to get a better grade for my overall bio mark damn it.): shall try again on monday..

alright i'm really tired.