blogging on the mac in music lab..>< super uber huge screen haha..
prelim practical was over about an hour ago. still feeling really exhausted from it. could've done better la my mind was quite blank and not thinking when i was playing. some crescendos and all i wanted to do but end up never do because i didn't have enough breath to last =.= then piano also wts the last chord was supposed to be really soft at ppp but dono why my hands were retarded or something and it ended louder than expected zzz =.= damn sian. spoil the whole thing. D: then my last piece for tbone i was dying already so didn't pitch my notes nicely at the end argh sheez.. whtever man. then i sounded quite shivery and all at some parts. damn tired already. I AM DAMN T-I-R-E-D. ARGH. ><
don't even feel like mugging now. the music lab's freezing and i didn't bring my jacket cos i had to carry a lot of stuff already. planning to mug chinese music and western nationalism stuff later. then do complex numbers and get it right. too ambitious i guess. for me =.= zzz.. whatever i've just got to try my best. might just dao javanese. finished mugging balinese yesterday. oh yay.=.= sigh i cannot screw up my music written paper i must not D: my free composition.. i know i have to spend time on it but every time i spend time on it it doesnt feel productive at all and i feel like crap so i shall just mug math instead argh.=.= wonder if i can finish it by friday. sheez.
going over to college soon.. i don't know if i should go to the library.. don't feel like going.>< i didn't bring my jacket anyway.. oh wells. gona go find clarice i guess..(: eat lunch first.. am i eating?._. haha. i have no idea =.=
kimyung just finished her practical. haha i bet she damn zai:DD ziyan's beside me!:D hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihiiiii!!! <-- that was ziyan:D okay sian. going off. bye =.=
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