mann i wasted another day.. woke up at like 1pm feeling really screwed up. then had lunch right after i woke up with my bro cos parents weren't home. then stoned in front of that television watching YOG (omg wts).. parents came back then used the comp. watched one episode of south park. and got worried about my music practical so i emailed my repertoire to ms hanlie bekker and started youtubing my pieces and learning from them. didn't feel like mugging at all so at least i did something rather productive.=.= sheez. and so here i am.. blogging. feeling reallyreally screwed up..): tmr must mug already. i really hope i will.. but bball in the morning first!!!! to wake me up..>< i just need to throw something.D: and i need satisfaction from that orange rubber ball getting into that net. shan't kill the trees by tearing up paper.D:
the 2nd last week of my school life is over. PE's like seriously the best thing in school now. captain's ball or not.. anyway. my orange jacket caught the chem lecturer's attention last thursday and i got called to answer a question. lol. wts! lucky it was some brainless shit that i could answer. after that he was like "whoever's wearing a jacket is in danger." haha. they gave organic chem notes on A3 size paper and they're supposed to be posters._. and that ppt(powerpoint not precipitate) about how to use it was so lame!! lol. won't put them up in my room as posters cos they'll really end up as decorative items that i won't bother looking at =.=
oh yeah. CT session on wed was so amusing lol weisheng you win liao!xD haha!! then faculty meeting was just reminders about how we need to really do something about our A levels.=.= zz. hm.. math statistics test was okay. it'll probably be the first math lecture test i'll ever pass in my jc life :O:O yay for stats. haha. i really hope i can get A for math okay. val you can do this shit.. D: bio applications test on friday was.. okay la. i was quite happy with myself cos at least i knew what the questions required and could do them! although can't really remember some stuff but at least i knew which part of the notes i had to get the answer from. mrs foo told us only after the test that we just sat for the 3 structured questions of 2009's A level bio paper3.. no wonder i could do it la.=.= zz. prelims die le..): ms sun says it's gona be killer. D:
went for band dinner with juniors ytd night. didn't do much work before that in school..): wanted to bball but it was raining and couldn't find a ball =.= zz. i'm gona bring my pump and pump air into the lousy bballs in the band room!!!D: anw haha glad to see nycb juniors again!!(: RIE i really miss u alright hahaha:P don't know if u'll see this but i'm still gona say♥ :D anw. got to know the rest of the juniors in the section. the high sch ppl too. haha. then started playing some lame 'game' that box started. xD lol! funny la you. hahaha.. at least there wasn't total silence or awkwardness:P lol i really miss band..): oh wells. hm left kap at 10.. didn't wana leave but everyone was leaving already so yeah..): told parents not to fetch me. i just wanted time alone i guess:/
meh.. i don't really care about anything anymore.. i'm not gona find myself back anymore.. i've had enough.. i'm so freaking tired already alright..): i know i changed a lot.. i just can't find myself back..): life's painful.. i just want 2010 to be over.. really.><
for now, hello gp bio chem and math i really love you.=.=
sigh.. 79days to the start and 102days before the agony's over..):
GOSH prelims in a week.>< SHEEEEZ..fml.
i need to be happy..):
Do you know what's worth fighting for? When it's not worth dying for? Does it take your breath away, And you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weigh out the pride? And you look for a place to hide? Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.
When you're at the end of the road, And you lost all sense of control, And your thoughts have taken their toll, When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul. Your faith walks on broken glass, And the hangover doesn't pass, Nothing's ever built to last,
You're in ruins.
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