haven't been blogging in a long time again. i guess it's because there's nothing happy to blog about.. .__. don't read on bcos this post is just going to have rants.
hm =l jc life has really changed people in many ways. and it kinda sucks.): ..whatever it is.. life sucks this year. and from now on till A lvls, all of us are gona be muggers.. D: no time for anything else. ): sacrifices have been made. not playing for sibf.. well. just going out of the music scene for a year. D:
i guess society only accepts people who are smart in academics huh? it's just unfair. many times i wonder why the heck i was so smart in p6. maybe if i hadn't been that smart i would've more opportunities to do what i want to.. not what i HAVE to. D:
people always say.."go for your interest and u'll do well." obviously someone interested in doing biology/chem/physics/law.. would more likely do better in life than someone interested in doing design,art or music.. so.. what someone is interested in depends on luck?.. okay. .__.
it seems as though our lives are dependent on A lvls. well i believe it's not the case but everyone's going "if u screw A lvls u'll regret it" or something. i'm not even allowed to escape it.. getting nagged at almost everyday isn't helping at all. look. im sacrificing things i can do better in for things that i can't do well in. great.
okay enough of that. nothing's going to change and i've no choice.. ): i'm glad i took music as an A lvl subj.
if i actually decide on doing music in the future.. i've wasted all my time doing A lvls. seriously.
good friday wasn't good at all. trying to do work but couldn't. wanted to go out but wasn't allowed. ):
and aprilfool's day. didn't feel any different.
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