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okay im like damn screwed. i've never felt so unprepared for practical in my whole life. like how i cannot even play through the piece without stopping. and SORRY ros for being such a lousy accompanist. T.T

the security guard didn't let me into sch tday even though i went in through the high sch side. so i couldn't get my instru from band room and ended up using the nyp instru. and haha. this is damn cute.



feeling very messed up now. have loads of stuff to worry about. okay maybe some of them doesn't need me to worry but i'm still worrying abt them. whatever. T.T pw wr. pw op. noel problems. the coming wed and fri pracs. college band not gona be there by 3 cos of math. warm ups (ya omg i know i need to be confident but im rly scared of the juniors T.T). yo prac starting this thurs. practical tmr. music hw... i can't think already.

i suck.

so much that the security guard didn't let me into school today cos she claims that the band room's armed with some alarm system.
so much that i stupidly left my music compositions in band room and it's stuck there and i have to redo everything by tmr.
so much that i stupidly forgot that saturday's deepavali and sch's closed on sun and didn't take my instru on fri.
and shit i have to bring a hard case with the snyo tbone for practical exam tmr. (lucky i still have an instru.)
so much that i couldn't play the last part of extreme properly today and kept mispitching. yes i was dying.
so much that even the roller coaster kingdom visitors to my park didn't wana cooperate with me.
so much that i always get owned.
so much that my bio just sucks.
so much that i didn't even hit a clay target.
so much that i can't even be confident of certain things.

yes i suck. tyvm.
T.T

sigh tmr.....